Friday, October 03, 2008

I AM CYNICAL!!!

From a few days now, I have been getting my internal papers. I daresay, I have done quite well in them. Now that's a relief..... Doing well in studies relaxes my nerves and I can concentrate on more important things....... like my career and..............well love, life and all the other senti stuff....! So many things going on in life.....so many harsh things....people don't let a moment's chance fly by to hurt you.... that's why I hate human beings.... As one of my classmates says and I myself also b'live: Human beings are the most contemptible and ungrateful of all creatures. Really, why bother? I have been witness to such heart-breaking endeavours of human beings since my childhood.. So I don't let others hurt me... But this is a big bad world................... The moment you trust someone, he/she never loses a moment to hurt you- show their true colours....And after hurting you, they say one word: SORRY. As if all that they have said and done has been erased by that one five-letter word. Really, does it at all matter? I mean, relationships. What's the point of having any relationship with anyone if that person is going to hurt you? What's the point?

About love: Again,what's the point? It's all futile. We have come here alone, we'll all go alone... How can one trust someone so much as to share his/her intimate details of life with the partner? I don't trust human beings. And how do people trust each other? Really,this petty race of human beings never ceases to be a marvel to me.... We are like tiny ants...all working relentlessly, all in search of something, always running as if the world won't wait for us... always trying to catch up with time. God knows for what! Time doesn't wait for anything or anybody. What are we but minute ants in the face of Universe? And when will we realise this?

And when will we stop treating fellow humans as insects, as if they don't have a reason to live? Money,money,money... We are all running after money, hankering wildly, blindfoldedly, like a pet horse- we see only what we are asked to see- and what we are taught, conditioned and what we hold to be true-MONEY. We don't care for love, mutual respect, compassion and all that nonsense... All we care for is money. As if money will buy us love.We look down upon those who don't have money. Ha! The foolishness of the human race! As if this money will buy us love, the compassion of fellow humans!

The human race is bound to be doomed. There is nothing that can stop it from self-destruction.

14 comments:

Tiger Lily said...

oh i'd really like to know which clown from ug-3 sed that to u-
"Human beings are the most contemptible and ungrateful of all creatures. "

the silent observer said...

Someone v. intellectual!

Tiger Lily said...

shubhankar da????

the silent observer said...

Na, Satish.

Tiger Lily said...

wat an ass!

the silent observer said...

Ki je bolish....... bhul to kichu boleni.....

Tiger Lily said...

i know...but he cudve put it differently. tat sounds sooo harsh!!

the silent observer said...

Life is too harsh, my dear..... It's sometimes very difficult to be optimistic...However you seem to differ and that is a very welcome change in today's world. It's nice to find somone as optimistic and full of life as you are.

khyati patel said...

The Human Race is bound to be doomed if we start losing faith in the Humans.
Humans who hurt n are greedy r like "minute ants in the face of the Universe".........all the negativity is jus a distraction from wat the world actually is.a speck on bad is always magnified to look like a looming thing.
And if somebody hurts u..always remember tht person hurt u bcos u gave the person the power to hurt u.its not the persons fault if u trust her/him....n hence d best thing is to trust ppl in such a way ki koi problem hi na ho.
and its not a difficult thing to do...Trust me

the silent observer said...

I kind of agree with you. No one can hurt you if you don't want them to. Only oyu yourself can make you feel bad.

But then saying is one thing and doing it is another. It is difficult to put these words into action.

Sunshine gal said...

You seem to have gotten Lost in the Darker side of Humanity,so much so that You can't even see a li'l bit of Love, Hope and Light,of which there is Plenty...

-Just a Lurker...

the silent observer said...

happens sometimes to all of us.... sometimes it becomes difficult to stay positive...and pretence is just not the solution. I am what I am.

priyadarshi said...

shut up people,we are too young to be sad.so be happy.yipeee

the silent observer said...

I am happy now..this was written some time back... anyways good to see your positive inclination towards life.